Gettin my hair did

Zach, was on leave all week, and I was hoping we would make the most of it. We ended up not doing much at all. I slept in until NOON today! First time I have done that in a while. It felt really good, but at the same time I did get that feeling like I had wasted the day. That is really the first time I have felt that way. I use to sleep in all the time, and never thought anything of it. My body and mind have become use to getting up bright and early with Jackson. Instead Zach, took care of Jack this morning, and he even took him on two errand runs without me asking him to. I must say Zach, has been doing a much better job at being attentive to Jack's and my needs. Don't get me wrong he is a wonderful father, but sometimes I feel like he needs to just open his eyes a little bit to what needs to be done around here. I feel like all I do is ask can you change him? Can you give him a bath? Can you take out the trash? Do you know what I mean when I say it is nice to have things done without having to ask for it? For me it makes even the simplest things more special and kind. Like someone is really paying attention to you. I hope he keeps it up because it sure makes my mood lighter.

I am going to get my hair cut and highlighted today. First time I have had it cut in 6 months, and I haven't had it colored in a couple of years. I stopped highlighting it due to the cost and maitenance. Plus back in Mo I have an awesome hairdresser, and I just haven't found anything comparable out here. So, I am going to venture out and try this new girl. I hope it works out. I need something fresh and new. I feel guilty about spending the money on myself, but I know this is much needed. I need to take a little more time for myself. I told some girls the other day that I have never even had a pedicure, and they about flipped. So, that is next on my pampering myself list a mani and pedi. I hope some of this will help me to feel better about myself. I am falling deep into the mommy frump zone. I need some rescueing!

Also, in my first paragraph I wrote "use to" now, is that right? Should it be "used to", or is that wrong? For some reason both ways just don't look right.